I am alive....

I have been such a slacker with my blog lately, sorry that everyone has had to look at that god awful red page for way too long. I though it was only appropriate to go blue since we are a house full of boys and soon we will be having our 3rd boy. Its so frustrating waiting for this time to come, you never really know when they will want to come out, and in my case it could be anytime. I am currently 35 weeks and I have started dilating, and 50 percent thinned, I know some people are dilated forever, but with my last two being early I have faith that this one will follow, but who knows. I do admit that if I have to go past 36 weeks I will absolutely die. It may sound a little rude on my part, but the pressure that I have been feeling lately is so painful that I could almost cry. So I wouldn't be dissapointed if the kid just fell out in a week. I am planning March 6 for his arrival, so wish me luck. Does that just sound totally stupid trying to predict the day he willl arrive, but I can wishful think. I am excited for a new baby but I am scared to do that all over again, not that I wont be able to handle it, but Dylan is such a mommy's boy so I am worried that he will have a hard time. And then the thought of leaving my house with 3 kids that sounds kinda scary. (maybe I should stay home for a while.)

On a different note, we have been house hunting and found one we like we put in an offer and from what it sounds like we would be waiting forever for a decision, so we were bummed about that and then all the sudden they said the offer was accepted. So now I am freaking out thinking is this really the best decision, its only the biggest one of your life or longest one. I don't know its just scary, but it would be nice to have our own house finally. To paint and do what ever we want, it sounds so exciting and scary at the same time. We got a new computer and lost all of our other pictures so I don't have any at the moment, but for an update of those who faithfully look and care.